mbyae it wkros to tlak ylesruof bcak to yuor sesnes mbyae il'tl wrok wlel for me but il'l never konw besuace i a'nit gniog to try tihs in my bolg yet.

i wsih lfie can rruten to the psat wehn enihtyrevg was so slpmie it semeed taht lfie was bnirog. wlel, i wnat a bnirog lfie now. i rehtar enihtyrevg rruten to sticilpmiy rhgit now. i rerget aniksg god to mkae my lfie mroe initseretng if i eevr did but hvae fettogron. keep lfie sroht slpmie and seewt now. and il'l bmocee the ocne hppay cufreehl me aiagn ppahres.

nrebmus are so initseretng wcihh is mbyae why we are thguat mcitamehtas in soohcl. lnog lnog ago my nebmur was a 1 and jsut ONE. my fihsdneirp nebmur was 'itinifny' or so i uesd to bveilee. mbyae if hamun d'not gorw i'd slitl be lnivig in tsohe dyas. slday, we gorw and as we gorw our fgnilees cgnahe and our enemnorivnt cgnahe. our bfeiles cgnahe and so deos our nrebmus. fsrit it cegnahs itno a 3 but tehn at lsaet i kenw one of the cretcarahs a'nert ietseretnd at all. so it was jsut two uetalernd 1s tlil i fnuod him. it was lkie i thguoht enihtyrevg wluod bmocee dnereffit for a cgnahe but i was wnorg. i never eetcepxd or wetnad mcuh form him jsut my one-ssendedis but it tenrud out worst. h'ed been in a 3 brofee and i jsut aeddd in to mkae a 5. to keep enihtyrevg sroht one sdie cespallod and trehe lfet a 3. now i tnihk trehe is aehtonr aoisiddn of 1 on his sdie and taht mekas a 4. see? the nebmur TWO 2 never aeraeppd and to tnihk t'tahs all i wnat. fihsdneirp nebmur is aslo fnillag bolew zreo. i'ts tninrug nvitagee and i'm fnileeg a wried ssnee of fsennethgirs. plbabory il'tl dpolevee itno a piboha?

d'not tlel me coz i'm aiarfd i'ts ture. coz i'm aiarfd i'm gnnoa get hrut bsuacee of you aiagn. iv'e sehd far too mcuh traes. i cry too mcuh. i get hrut by the ssewollaht silt the ssethgilt cnemmot. tihs is the rael me.