my 101th entry in dis blog. formerly declare changed 2 ebloggy. =D
http://pointe-ribbons-and-the-stage.ebloggy.com/

watched ALONE w sihui jst nw!!!
hahas. XD
was quite a sudden thing n costed like S$9.50 bt all's worth cos turned out 2b nt 1 of dose plotless, scare-ppl-4-e-sake-of-makin-a-horror-movie kinda horror movie. hahas. was rly unexpected, touching, moving & obviously nice :DDD
pim & ploy, wee, e mum...i cant say hus rite hus wrong. pim & ploy r jst 2 similar in character...both r jst too selfish... haix...no one's fault. =X
u noe s u watch e movie...its like u c e other view 2 e whole story n stuff...4gt wat u call tt...lit students shd noe?
e final irony is tt...it was ploy hu wanted dem both 2 die tgt rather den seperated...n dey did die tgt...onli she wasnt tt willin in e end...
sihui suggested it b named 'together ever after' instead.hahas

hahas. enuff of e movie. its a must-watch k :P
ohya...gt dis THIS FASHION sale outside westmall...was sorta a clearance sale i tink...hahas...me n sihui bought e same white halter shirt which she saw first....real unique n nice :DD i tink i wearing tt 4 springs' concert XD n e gd thin is we gt tt 4 S$3 each :DDDD
n i saw dis nice shorts w a vry nice string-ey kinda belt. S$22. rly like it. mayb shall ask mum out for shopping? hahahas.

recently i've developed a wishlist. im sure u can fulfill some :D
1. nice english songs
2. new pointe shoes
3. white off-shoulder blouse
4. new all-occasion dress/skirt
5. finish my hwk
6. get a bf (ya i noe i sound despo bt i can assure u im nt =D)
7. tiara ring (tiara nt so much crown (:)
8. necklace (i still wanting tt 缘 necklace i liked bt gav s present...)
9. crystal/glass ornaments XD
10. wake up earlier in the morning
11. start doin tys
12. start revising!
13. L1R5<10!
14. beads.
15. time 2 make beaded necklaces/earrings/bracelets/anklets etc
16. sell some of e beaded stuff...
17. not break my promise of making beaded necklace for yishi
18. go out w fren(s)
19. become pretty
20. read more books (so pls lend me some nice bks..)
21. get slimmer
22. dance well
23. not get kidney disease...pls...
24. be healthy
25. gt rid of my gastric/stomach/digestive system problem
26. ppl i dun like dun do things i dun like dem 2 do agn

note: colourcoded XD
pink - stuff u can hlp me w...
orange - stuff tt need $$ 2 get...
purple - can only happen w my own effort
green - mre or less nt w/in my control =X

还要我等多久 一分两分一天两天过

还有多几步 距离才够拉开沉默

我们就这样 不愿说放手

永无止境地 等对方先开口

一步两步向左向右走

拖着手 数星空

似近似离 却不忍松手

不敢面对

我想我还是认了吧
看你和她说笑快乐 比和我多
我想我还是说了吧
自尊也许还会有所保留
当我将对你说出令人心痛的文字
请你帮帮我
不要对我 太过温柔


baby
还要有多几次 话到嘴边将又被吞落
到最后 会否还在等你开口

comment abt e lyrics.
actually i sorta like e first part only XD

u noe...actually im nt angry w u....its mre of frustration k...haix.....
tink back 2 like start of e yr....e times when we always quarrel ovr small things....despite all tt....its nvr like nw. at least tt period of time i cld feel tt u cared la....u cared 4 e friendship...u cared a bit 4 me too...u tried 2 explain. but do u still anymre?
when i used 2 feel sad, used 2 cry....u comforted me. do u still? u dun evn bother 2 giv a glance in my way nw... or isit tt it's been out of prac cos i haven cried 4 too long? lols.
i jst wan 2 feel cherished....dun take me 4 granted... =X

read previous entry too

BAD day...

okays...2 start it all off...supposed went out w sihui, des, edi, judith, kelvin, serming 2 watch harry potter 5 at lot1. was a bit l8 but sihui's evn later so i decided 2 wait 4 her...waited mre den an hr den sihui tell me go buy tix myself cos des dey all tot i nt gg cos of some misunderstanding den nvr buy my tix. went 2 tix booth...ard 1150 liao...e movie starts at 1130 la...um...guess im nt dumb enuff 2 miss prt of e movie :)

so i went 2 lib n read bks...4 ard 1.5hrs ba...nt too sure...den i decide 2 take a walk cos e movie shd b ending sn....den was walkin e lib PA sounded saying 'can ng qi wei pls cum 2 e counter nw. can ng qi wei pls cum 2 e counter nw.' man...im nt racist bt e pronounciation rly suck man....wth...sound super like my name sia...since i was walkin out so i jst went 2 e counter den dey ask 4 my name i was like 'ng jin hwee' den dey ask 'did u lose anything?' den i saw e name on e lib card dey were holding n it was like 'ng QI WEI'...wth...so i went 'no no no tts nt mine' n walked out of e door....pew....

aft a while joined sihui dey all 4 lunch....fast forward....

rched edi's hse...e doggie vry cute...played w it.....fastforward smmore....WALAU....I GOT SEXUALLY HARRASSED BY A CASTRATED DOG! n e dog kip chasin aft me n grabbin my leg!!! lick my leg all ovr smmore....man JJ's super se4 lah...shant go into details.....n i cut my left foot little toe accidentally while runnin ard tryin 2 escape frm him....

forward forward....went BBQ pit....played w sihui...kicked her shoe accidentally so it fell n was floating on e pool. decided 2 lessen my guilt by retrieving it 4 her. so pulled up my jeans n stepped in n realised e pool's deeper den i tot....so soaked my jeans lor....forward a bit mre....

finally set up fire. tearing open e wire mesh...cut my right thumb...

n i had 2 face real erxin scenes tt i dun wan c...

thx serming 4 being a gr8 company. frens?
2 baby: if u wan 2 b frens agn aft u're rdy 2 face e things i expect/want frm a fren. we can alwys b frens agn. sry bt if u haven realised u r treating me lots different frm when u used 2 treat me. lets say....since seating arrangement change? lets say u nvr evn fit e minimum nw...sry byz... n if u like her pls go stead...i prob wldn b happy (nt jealousy thou ((:) bt pls dun ai4 mei4 n PDA. its gross. sry...im exceptionally sensitive. ohh...n dun wry...my feelings aint w u anymre...actually i dun tink its w anyone nw...

lalala...cant say whether tday is happy or suay day....hm...was RLY quite suay lor..hahas (:

i gt minor injuries for like at least 4 times i tink. bump here bump dere... lols. so clumsy rite? hahas (: lols. no wounds at least.

ohya...tday gt speech day rehearsal lors...den drag drag drag until quite late lahs...nvm...at least went 2 eat (: yaya...rehearsal...DAMN SUAY! lols. e band members...or rather some band member emptied his saliva ON THE STAGE! wth....tot i wldn step on it la....den cos nvr wear specs oso cant c anything clearly...its like....wth...dance halfway...sth wet on my sole....WTH...I STEPPED RIGHT ON THE SALIVA MAN! & im 100% sure my face twitched or sth LOLs. instantaneously lololol :DDDD n 200% sure i made at least another saliva mark on the floor when i moved my feet...eek...tt stage gt like saliva spread ard...

PE made me decided tt im nvr gg change my mind abt nt liking 2 PLAY soccer. watching is okay la...but dun ask me play...thou can burn lots fats (((: lols.

n i tnk i decided on wat 2 wear 4 dance fantasia....i hate gg out w juniors n frens hu im nt so close w...cos cant ovrdress...haha....tshirt+jeans=underdress. hahas....sian...white tanktop+white skirt+denim jacket. looks REAL GOOD. hahaha....but cos of all e white...looks like im gg 4 some wedding dinner....argh....mayb i shd tnk agn...
i want go shopping! but i promised/vowed/sweared to MUG.....)))):

ok...i deleted e past 2 posts.
for dose hu suay-ly happened 2 read n feel super duper unforgivably offended. all i can say is sry. still feel offended? too bad...nth i can say. nt in e entertainment mode =X

omg...i wan 2 slp. i slpt like total 5 hrs dese 2 days...tmr's rehearsal, thurs preview, fri performance. n ohya...sth happened at last run of SOB tday...too lazy 2 type. if u wan noe can ask me :X

dis is stupid. y m i nt slping? lols :D
ohya...jst a reminder: I NEVER LIKED, DON'T LIKE AND WILL NOT LIKE ZC :D

this suck. WTF man...
does anyone know e stress im feeling?
n its all frm YOU!
U hu insist evrything u do is for me
U hu tot u tink for me
U hu tot u didn giv me any stress
U hu tot u're doing me a favor
i nvr denied ur doing things for my sake
but can u consider e stress u're implying on me?
wtf..
y cant u all jst tink in my place
wtf
wtf wtf wtf
im tired k
i can jst jump off a building n DIE
den u wldn hav 2 wry abt me anymre.
GOOD? good.