im in some phase of my life wher i jst wana look bac in life n c hw i was in e past. w e usual lots of hwk n late wrk pilin..w all e stress pilin..w some probs tt i dun wana tok abt.. its too much 4 me. i noe im irritatin him agn by askin him 2 listen budden goin in circles n nt statin e pt...sry..i jst duno wher 2 strt. i jst duno wat i can sae thou i trust him n wat i cant sae. i rilli cant gt anythin straight nw. thins r goin bad. i'll jst walk aimlessli n sincerely wish 4 a car 2 jst knock me dwn. den when a car seriously cum by i'll tink "wat m i doin?" n bac out lst min. can i jst tell him im jealous? gahhs...tts e prob w mr blessed. hes a bit too impatient. he looks @ other ppl's probs 2 lightly lyk a tok can wrk it out. if it can..i wldn nid 2 tok 2 him..or ani1..