sorta argued sundae 9t. dun wanna tok much abt it. jst tt..is it so difficult 2 gt a fren uh? is a soul mate so diff to gt? if u had onli listened..if..then you would hav known tt im nt lying. im not acting. no. i dun hav to. esp in front of you. 4 wat? n wat purpose can i hav? for smsing u? i dun understand u n i dun understand myself. u nd time 2 settle ur probs n i nd time to jst calm dwn. i will jst hav 2 take wat jolene said tt i mistrusted e wron person @ e wron time. im nt independant n its all my fault tt i wanna share. i wana hlp n i wana sum1 2 console me.

dance @ gallery tdae. up so high. i tot of e sad n hurting thins n i feel lyk cryin 4 e 4th consecutive dae. nt bcos u said it but bcos e wrds hurt. but i noe no1 bothers. it'll still b mi n myself bein all sad n all. e more i tink e more i feel hurt. i jst wana jumped off e gallery. instead i chose 2 tink wisely..for once. i chose 2 irritate haiwei by pullin her out 2 jog budden turn out she dun wana jog. act all i wanted was some time 2 sort things out. it hurts too much to tink. instead i saw u. u sux. isnt tt wat u wana b? i dun wana tok much. i was sitting ard 0.8m off e ground n i jst decided 2 jump barefooted. i didn noe wat made mi do tt..4 once i didn care wats gonna happen if i injured my feet. 4 once..i sorta wana hurt myself. i landed hrd on e hrd floor n it hurts. i jst wana break dwn n cry but i aint let myself allow any1 2 c my weak side anymore.