haiyah....im sick & tired u know?
if u cant be bothered to solve that issue between us or that u think it aint important to u then nevermind lor. forget it. i guess im too tired of getting angry, irritated & everything with u le lahs.

sigh..
u know arh...no matter how much i try to pretend to be like a guy, i know ive got a gals mind, a gals emotions, a gals sensitivity. im just one typical gal who wants to be protected & cared for. i want people to pamper me, to try to cheer me up when im unhappy and all that stuff. but did anyone ever care? thats why i say so many so called friends just look at the most superficial surfacial context. all they see will be my cheerfulness, maybe my stress, maybe the unhappiness i show. how many times. just how many times have i spent an unhappy day ALONE without anyone observant enough to care for me? how many times. just how many times have u seen through my looked-like-tired face to see that im unhappy? and how many times when im unhappy have u bothered why im unhappy and try to cheer me up? deep down inside i know im the most sensitive gal. so afraid of being hurt. so scared of being hated. and thats why im what i look like. and do u who i thought was one of my best friends know whats the true me? do u know that everytime im angry its true anger and everytime i cry theyre tears kept too long and not formed just in a day?
do u understand all ive said at all?