when 1 person makes a mistake e whole grp of ppl pay 4 it....is it justified? is it fair? i dun wan tnk cos my brain is too tired lately....and yes i noe its my own fault 4 nt completin assignments....all i wan sae is tt....dun make unrelated ppl gt punished or lectured cos of u...

feel lyk quittin my position in interact club....tmr i'll prob b able 2 release of myself of e non existant duties in class....some weight off myself....interact meetings r useful i noe budden i feel so xtra dere 2 b jst takin minutes of e meetin so ends up i spend hrs listenin 2 dem tok....i rly wan concentrate on studies dis yr....esp aft syf n rad xam...i gt a high aim n i wan myself 2 hit tt....but dun wry...dance will still stay s my shelter n a place i can alwaes turn 2....and no...im nt on depression mode....so dun wry.....evr since 3/1 pass im ovrall ok i tnk....feel lyk im movin closer n closer 2 my dreams n im startin 2 do HOMEwrk at HOME [: at least a bit k....n im feelin alrite bah....i rly noe e ppl i can turn 2.....althou no huggs allowed ;p

is tt destiny? is tt fate? is tt coincidence? watevr it is is playin a trick on me....makin me c him evrywher at jst e mst impossible times, staircase, walkin thru e hall, look dwn frm e staircase, outside library....1 gd thin...no longer on e bus....but watevr...let it b....jst wonderin hw long i can make myself dun lyk him if dis continues...nt tt im nt happy XD WE"RE FRIENDS AFTERALL XD feel so guilty 4 scoldin him tt day....;)