i am beginning t feel rly tired...both physically & mentally....
dese recent few combined practices w chi dance hav rly set me tnkin....& i blieve set other sec3s tnkin too...dere's an obvious diff in standard & im nt gonna pinpt & push e blame on anyone. but its rly gtting me disheartened....esp e younger ones in modern dance's attitude....its gtting....off. i duno if its ur attitude or watevr reasons tt makes u unable t listen, rmbr, apply watevr lil things seniors 雕 for u ppl...& blieve it or nt, we dun hav e sadistic habit of torturing juniors for our own pleasure. evrythin done is for evryone's welfare. i blieve noone likes gtting scolded, shouted at in front of evryone. no one likes deir item t b looked dwn on. or mayb some of u dun evn feel e pride of bein in dis item at all? i rly hav no idea & noone will noe excpt for dose guilty few. isit bcos tt evryone is in syf dis yr tt noone feels e honor of havin e rare opportunity t join dis national competition? isit onli when 90% of u guys & of us r taken out of e dance or when onli 追浪 is sent in tt u guys will realise wat u wld hav lost? or mayb until den u wldnt evn feel anythin at all. seniors spent all dose time t 雕 for u....do u tnk we'd nt rather spend dis time resting, talking, 雕 ourselves, practise, make ourselves beta...tt we like hlpin u all 雕? if u rly feel u guys r gd enuff, fine. tts it. u can face e consequences urself & i can tell u sulaoshi will nt hesitate t take anyone he feels is obstructing e progress of e dance out of e dance & when e time comes, dun u cry. too tired t sae anymre. if u ppl can realise wats wron u will. if u cant, u wldn.

on a lighter note: i want lose 2kg & gain ab lines [: