k. i sorta for now tnk dis blog kinda suck n tt mst of my stuff cnt tell evry1 so dun tnk i'll b updating nw. so much to sae tt i duno how to phrase. n on dis blog deres kinda much things tt i've gotta hide frm sm ppl. its so nt my journal. i dunnid sympathy so i dun tnk i nid hypocritical ppl hu pretend to cre den tok bhind my back. n for sm ppl's info i aint a flirt, aint a suckup, aint arrogant, aint a bitch if u noe mi. no...i aint gona xplain. dere's no use n no nid. if u r truely interested in my stuff n nt jst findin stuff to bitch abt mi den u might jolly well choose to ask mi....if i feel u worthy of knowin i'll tell u n vice versa. rmbr....i nid dignity....i hav feelings too...n i aint gona live e life ppl throw me. i gona choose my own path n right or wrong i'll learn my way. lyk wat jas said n i appreciate it...im mi....wat z said....my life shd b abt wat i wan n nt wat ppl wan frm me.. i'll learn e hard way...i'll fin my true frens b it 1 or 2, an ant or a tiger. yea...i'll find a way thru my tots. 1 thing will nvr change..no matter hw much my bro may hate mi nw im gonna b e bad guy n imply discipline...i dun care if he grw up w IQ200 or hav a thousand gals flockin ard him...i will do wat i deem rite nw.