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got dance today. hmm...then feel didn't do well lah....cos got co, band, cl, el dey all all here for the combined finale rehearsal so i kinda don't want dance that properly because i noe e smile i give when doing that dance properly is like..gross..eek. sorry lo..i donno how to smile la..not like some of you peeps out there like munhan..smile until so nice lah. got nice face still. haix. i born unlucky. not pretty, bad skin condition, stitched lip, not-pearlish-white teeth, smile not sweet. haix..

rehearsal's like so bad for me lah..haix..so bad tt i wan post here lor.. dance practise on e hall stage la..den so squeezy lor den ask us dance..keep hitting jiahui's hand when doing de cannon part. kallang river or what dey call it..aiyah. heck lor.. den feel so bad, hit her she painful i oso painful lah. sorry jiahui.

yah..den we were at backstage preparing to go out lah den i dunno y lah...den i c haiyuan with co mah..den i was like asking jy whether she noe hu's haiyuan den tok tok tok den jy was saying haiyuan shuai...hmm...let me tink abt it.. erm.. lick lick finger... yuck!

den so funny lah..on the stage den see the ppl not playing overture some parts staring at us den i lost footing, stumbled the worst you can ever see..omg! den 2nd time e timing is slower den argh! i get e timing wrong! omg omg omdg.. i die le..ms leong mus b so disappointed wif me if she see lah...hmm...the 2nd part y dey play so slow lor...den feel so weird...den lost timing still..worst.. heng dashu nv see. lol...haha..

den part C of finale is like..crap lor...repeat e part B de. wat for lah! so primary school-ish den not interesting le cos is repeated de. sux lor..the stage so small cram so many ppl den still gotta stretch the hand long long de den so no space lah...aiyah..ms leong see dis den take me out of e dance le lah...criticise tchrs...hmm..*roll eyes*

feel i take things so not seriously lah...den dey sae is bcos i too serious le den too self-conscious. but i no myself..i am taking things too lightly. no time le. concert is 14jan den left veh lil practices. i noe i noe...yah...i tink i oso too perfectionist le lah. evrything want e best. budden sulao oso like dis de. so dunwan get scolded by him lah..he coming back dec. hm...not looking 4wrd to getting scolded. bleh..like i can choose like dis lah.

got 6 maths papers! 3 papaer I, 3 paper II. haix..