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Sorry I so long nv update le. fan3 zheng4 u all oso dun care so y shld i b e 1 hu cares??
What rights do I hv to feel anything, to sae anything, to do anything i like anymore?
All of u jux tink of urselves. can u start condsidering 4 me? can u jux tink 4 me?? wat will i feel if u sae wat u r goin to sae?? huh?! u ppl just tink u r soooo gr8 frenz. in fact, b4 u sae i m apish or b4 u start apin me, can u jus reflect on urself? n dun act as if nth happens aft u ap me. i m not sth 4 u 2 vent on, okie??

ya..& u & ur 'popular' lil frenz. u sae i ap. u wan me to change. so i change. good. so? wat r u showing now? indifference? u jux sae u ppl r alreadi used 2 not having me dere. okie. fine. i m jus rubbish in dis world. i m changing 4 nth. u ask me 2 change n aft i change, u ppl jus heck. GOOD! so y ask me to change in e 1st place??
u r so fast in changing. u r goin at 100km/h. 1 wk ago u were toking bhind her bac. i was e one tokin 4 her. i was e one saein she's nt all tt bad. u r e one makin realise her bad side. NOW, u r e one saein how WONDERFUL she is! u r e one tellin me her 'ku3 zong1'. i m now e bad gal. u happy?

u ppl ard me too. so much power-struggle. so mani ppl power-hungry. sec 2 end of yr. is it alwaes like dis? do u ppl hav to b like tt? if so, i rather we r still in sec 1. when i still blieve dere r no backstabbers. no one is bad.
YOU. y do u hv to struggle so hard to try 2 pull strings wif seniors? cant u jus STOP tt? at least stop actin in fron of us all. YOU are trying 2 gt central committee. u tot i dunno? mayb u urself dun noe budden wake up! u r attracting 22 much attention le!

I got so much to say. I just dunno how to express myself. Yah. And I don't want to love you anymore. You are just not worth it. :D Still friends I hope? :D



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